Happy New Year!
This year I have a few resolutions, so I wanted to record them on here. I know I haven't been blogging a lot, so my first resolution is to blog more.
This year is going to be hard, I already know that before we've even made a month. I need to make more effort with the people that mean a lot to me, including myself. This whole anxiety rubbish needs to be got under control before it spirals out of control. At the moment, its one massive down hill struggle or like trying to push a two tonne bolder up a 85 degree hill. Horrible, gruelling and tiring. I've made breaking down a regularity and that is not how it should be and not how it will be by the time I enter 2017. Hopefully.
God this years going to be tough. If I read this back or anyone is going through a tough time then just remember; Stay positive even if it feels like your life is falling to pieces around you.
I don't know how much I'm going to be able to write on this post because I just don't know how much to say. I want this to be my outlet as well as anyone elses! A place for people to rant or share or anything. It is not for me just to talk about what I like recently or what I bought and that is what it feels like. I've been isolating myself in real life and I can't do that again. I can't isolate myself online as well. I'm writing this listening to the most mismatched playlist ever, but it feels so good to listen to a mixture of rock and pop and absolute random rubbish and let it all out!
I'm stressing over exams and life and death and everything in between and that cannot be healthy, in fact I can feel that it is not healthy. My physical state is healthy but I don't think what's going on inside is but I don't know what to do about it. My panics have been getting more and more regular and I HATE IT SO MUCH! There is no way to describe it.
I started this blog as my outlet and my way to help other people and I have not been using it and I really should've. So, yeah.
There is not much more to say on that topic but I want to leave it on one or two sentences.
1. Me time need to be balanced with You time.
2. Cancer is a bitch.
Sunday, 15 November 2015
I haven't posted in AGES and it feels weird to be writing again. My Macbook broke (I know, it was a tragic moment) so I had been 'borrowed computer' bound until my wonderful grandparents bought me a new laptop! Not much has happened tho, a lot of anxiety-filled moments, but that is it. Well, anxiety-filled things are not great but there is not much I can do about that!
I have been to London, and there is a post coming about that soon. I also have many Christmas, Autumn and Winter related posts coming soon but I also have lots of photo's to take! I will take them soon and then blog posts will be coming thick and fast (hopefully).
1. Okay we're talking coffee's - what's your favourite seasonal drink from Starbucks/Costa/Cafe Nero etc?
I am a lover of a Gingerbread Latte or White Chocolate Mocha. I am most defiantly swaying towards hot drinks in the colder months!
2. Accessories - what do you opt for, scarf, boots, gloves?
Scarf or Boots are my saviours in winter and autumn! You have no idea! I live in a pair of black boots from Next last year and a scarf from New Look last year as well. I also own many other scarfs and boots which you will see in my Fashion Staples soon!
3. Music - what's your favourite music to listen to during Autumn?
I like many, many different genres and bands so there is really no telling! But if you want to you can check out my Spotify! The user name is Runbambi (don't judge, it is old and I can't be bothered to make a new one!) so you can see all my music on there! I am also loving Eve Bennett on Spotify so check her out as well.
4. Perfume - what's your favourite scent for this time of year?
I am a lover of a more deep, musky kinda scent for the pure fact that you do not really want to walk around smelling like a garden when it is raining! I am loving Smoky Rose from The Body Shop this Autumn! Go and give it a smell, but I don't know if it is for everyone!
5. Candles - what scents will you be burning this season?
As you may or may not know, I am not allowed to burn candles per rules of my mum so I do not have any that I like! Tho I am a lover of Clean Cotton and other scents from Yankee Candle that I would most defiantly burn if I could!
6. What do you love most about Autumn?
I love the weather and the cosy nights! Cuddling on my own in a blanket on the sofa with a film or Spotify playing and Blogging or Online shopping or with my dogs and family! It is just an amazing time and atmosphere! The rain and having to rush out in the cold, having baths after being drenched and eating soup and crusty bread. Or a seasonal drink/cup of tea! Everything is just amazing... just don't get me started about Christmas!
7. Favourite makeup look?
I do not wear loads of makeup and it doesn't vary very much! Just gold lids and a matte brown through the crease. Or concealer on my lids and just a matte through the crease. I don't branch out on my lip colours either. I'm boring in that respect.
8. What are you looking forward to most in Autumn?
I don't really know to be honest! Mostly the things I listed above and CHRISTMAS! Oh my, I love Christmas! I won't go into that too much as I am trying to restrict myself until December but I don't know how long that will last... Yeah, I don't think it will be too long. I have many, many a Christmas post coming soon so keep your eyes peeled! If you have any idea's and if anyone is actually bothered, comment them below?
And that is all! I am sorry that most of my recent posts have been tags and I will try to get back to better posts asap. I will most probably write one on my day in London and hopefully more that I had planned to as soon as I get my photo's back from my broken laptop.